Saturday, November 7, 2009

saturation point

I had been studying for my midterm exam the past few days. Chapter wise, its more than 20 of them, about 300+ pages. I reached to a point where I can no longer sink in more information. I'm not a memorize type of learner. I do analyze the stem of information then I'll just go from there. I hate memorizing things because I can't keep the information in mind. I don't study too much, I'd rather go to sleep or shopping than reading chapters ahead of time. I knew most of my classmates are studying to their hearts content, not so me!
I also learn that my head gets easily saturated. I wonder how others stand their studying habits, where their lives revolves on their books. I think I am just intellectually stimulated.. toink! Anyway, I'm no longer competing myself with grades, no matter what happens, the scholarship I've been receiving all these years is still okay and by next semester I'll be graduating so there is nothing to worry about, as long as I pass the class, that's what matters. I registered the last 4 subjects I have left, I also got the financial aid the school offered me. All I have to do is show up for the remaining classes for the coming semester and eventually take the board exam as soon as possible.
I'm still thinking and contemplating whether or not to order my class ring which cost and arm and a foot. I can afford it but I am not sure if it is really practical. I am not sure if I will attend the graduation rites, I had graduated before and I know how it is like, but husband wanted me to do so because he believed that I deserved it and I should be proud because not everyone can be able to sustain the challenges I had been through. On the second thought, it would be a good idea to brag about hahahha! I did not graduate from a well known university in my home country Flippines, now that I have a good chance of getting one from a posh school made me have a second thought. I still have 1 semester to decide, I might consider going for my husband's sake and I knew for a fact that he is so proud of me. I might as well fulfill his wish. I don't know and I am not sure as of this moment. Help me decide.

1 comments:

David said...

help me decide... gama dayon ug poll sa pulse asia lol